Diary of a pure postive mind

The last years I have been struggeling a lot to set up my homepage and working with wordpress. I really wanted to do it on my own, but I remember it was so hard sometimes and I didn´t know what I was doing. But after it felt like this for quite a while, I experience an amazing shift.

“It´s too easy”

Lately I caught myself a couple of times detecting a problem and solving it straight away. I am in that stage now, where it becomes truly easy. I don´t even know when that happend. But I can easily apply changes and everything is just workung the way I want it.

It seems like all the energy I put in there is now paying off. It seems like the energy that I invested is now eliciting ease. It is as if you had to push a cart up the hill and once you reach the peak it just gets rolling.

I just had an interesting idea: what if any energy you put somewhere is paying off? What if there is no waste of energy there? I like the idea of every single minute I invested, every article I read, every energy I put in the thought of improving the lives of others just amasses to this huge energy outbreak one day.

It often feels to me that I am very close to the peak. I can feel it is still harsh and going uphill. But then there will be a peak and a huge amount of energy will be released. I take this as an experiment and I will put much more energy in interesting stuff, stuff I want to learn and stuff I am passionate about. Putting energy in there is thrilling, too especially when I know, there will be the time where I just lean back and watch the avalanche.